''What does mean love'' Chapitre ♥ o1 ♥

''What does mean love'' Chapitre ♥ o1 ♥
New jersey surprises

Hello, my name is Elizabeth it's my mum who choose this name for me. She is British and my gradma is called Elizabeth too that why my mum loved this name and she shoose it for me. I love it but it's long that why everybody call me Liza. I'm a tall girl, i have a blue eyes and brown tall curly hair. I'm not to fat i'm normal.I love singing and composing my songs. The music is everything for me after my family and my friends. I'm a simple girl trying to find a place in this big world. I'm 15 years old i'm getting older with time. Everything started the 17th July- is my birthday-. For me a life is like a sea we have to be a very good swimmer and life is like a war we gotta fight every single day. But in the real life the one we are living we have to be ourselves. I awlays say why people don't try to be who they want to be not what the others want them to be. Everyday when i wake up in the morning i open my window and i look at the blue sky and the birds flying hight and i tell my self there's so many people now trying hard to have a good life they wake up and they go to there jobs hoping one day there dreams may could be real. They fight for there children, they want them to be happy. And there's some people who have this good life but they don't respect it. There's so many people who try hard to realize there dreams even if they know is impossible but they keep up and never give up. And there's some people who don't care about dreams -dreams what does mean?-. They just live there life with no reason. Whatever i'm gonna tell you my story. My mum is dead when i was 5 yeas old. It was the worst day in my life. My dud is a busnes man he hasn't had time for me i was alwyas with my uncle Jeremy. He is very nice with me i was happy with him and i still happy. He has three children Sarah,Joe and Alex. Joe is the older and Sarah and Alex are twins. I wasn't able to see my dud. I only see him the friday night at my uncle's home just for three houres and like that i was living all this years and now i'm 15 yeas old. Sarah and Alex are everything for me. My uncle is the most beautiful thing that i had. Joe is working in New jersey and he will get married the next week and we have to go to his marriage. It'll be the first time that i'll visit this city. Oh i didn't say that i'm living in New york. New york is a very big city and i love it so much because i love living in big cities but it's hard to find a good friends and boy friends too. Im' studying in a hight school called ''Ojas''. I have two best friends Lexie and Derek. Tommorow i have to go to shopping with Sarah we are goint to buy dresses for the marriage i love red i want buy red dress but Sarah she want buy a white one when we go to the shop it was amazing we had a lot of fun. When we come back i found Alex and my uncle in the car they'll go to the shop too because tommorow we gotta travel. At night i went visite my two best friends and it was hard to say goodbye because we can't separate of each others. The next day was sunshine i took my ipod, my stories because i love reading and of cours my lovely black guitar you will ask why you took all this stuff because we gonna spend all the summer in New jersy. When we arrived the first thing that did is a big hug for Joe because he's like my brother i was so happy for him and his wife Lyla is absolutely fantastic. She's tall, and she has a beautiful green eyes and a wonderful smile and she has a short blond straight hair. She's so nice and funny i loved her and all the reste of family loved her too. Joe and Lyla are so excited they want us to imprudouce ourselves to Lyla's family we went to Lyla family's home. It was a samll beautiful house and the most beautiful thing is the garden i love it there's so many flowers and trees it's great. Lyla parent's are so funny and her sister two. Sarah was so shy but with time she started talking and laughing i was very happy. Suddenly we heared a voice i turned my face and OH MY GOD who's this boy, he's the boy that i saw in a party i'm sure is him. His face is painted is my mind but i can't ask him...
He said : -'' Welcom i'm Lyla's brother,my name is Ashton but you can call me Ash i'm very happy to meet you.'' -
Lyla said : -'' This is Jeremy Joe's father.''-
Ash :-'' I'm glad to meet you.''
Jeremy :-'' Thank you sun, you sound very nice like your sister''-
Lylay :-'' this is Sarah and Alex they are twins ''
Ash :-'' I can see that !''- (Everybody star laughing)
He loked at me like he want to say something and Laly said :-'' And finaly is Lisa joe's cousin.''
Joe :-'' She's more than that, Lise is my sister'' ( And he gave me a hug)
Ash :-'' I'm glad to meet you Lisa .''
I said :-'' mee too Ash.''
I can't take my eyes of him, my heart beat to fast and i blushed i said :-'' Sorry i have to go i'll be right back ''
I run away to the garden and i asked my self why you did that he will know that there's something, oh my god i can't think, i can't breath all that know is this boy changed my life i loved him from the first time that i saw him but why can i do now ? i can't do anything i gotta go to New york but how and when ??
He saw me alone, he's coming to me saying :-'' There's something wrong Lisa ?''.
Me :-'' Oh no, don't be worry i'm just tired...''
Ash :-'' You can relax come with me i'll show you something you will love''.
Me :-'' No, you don't have to show it to me it's ok i'm fine.''
Ash :-'' No i want you to see it.''
Me :-'' Ok .''
He asked me to close my eyes and he took my hand, and when he asked me to open my eyes i was suprised. It's a wondrful place.There's so many instruments ( Guitar, Pianno...) He said :-'' Jeremy said that you love singing and you have a guitar , i'll be happy if i could hear your voice someday''.
Me :-'' Oh no i'm not a good singer. ''
Ash :-'' Sorry but i can't believe you. ''
Me :-'' I'll go to take my guitar is in the car i'll play something for you.''
Ash :-'' Thank you, by the way you gonna spend the holiday with us. Sarah took you stuff ask her where are your guitar i'll wait you here.''
I can't believe we gonna spend two moths here. No is impossible i can't. Sarah was with Alex and some girls i think they are Lyla's cousins ans her sister.
Sarah :-'' Liza you gotta know this girls , they are very funny.''
Me :-'' Yeah i'm sure but is not the right time, do you remember the boy that i told you about ?''
Sarah :-'' The one that you saw at the party ?''
Me :-'' Yeah, is Ash, he was Ash ''
Sarah :-'' No way, what he was doing in New york ?''
Me :-'' I don't know what he was doing there i don't care, and we gonna spend all the holiday here i can't stay here...''
Sarah :-'' Oh sweety i know your feelings don't be worry everything gonne be fine''
Me :-'' And he want me to sing for him, oh he makes me mad.''
Sarah :-'' (Laugh) Sweety you can do anything why not trying to make him fall in love with you''
Me :-'' Me oh no i can't i'm not able''
Sarah :-''(Mad) Yes you can, your guitar is in the first room in the second floor, good luck my honey''
Me :-'' Ok thanks i love you Sarah''
I took my guitar,he was wating me he said :-'' so what you gonna sing for me''
Me :-'' My favorit song''
Ash :-'' Called ?''
Me :-'' Droplets''
Ash :-'' Is my favorit song too''
Me :-'' Oh great i'm gonna sing for you but you gotta sing for mee too''
Ash :-'' I can't sing''
Me :-'' We'll see''
I started singing, he was looking at me... then he started singing with me he took my hand but i can't did that i stope singing , i was so confuse i wanna hold him and kiss him, i want him to touch me, i want feel his body but i can't i don't want him to think that i'm like all the girls . I want him to love me...
I said :-'' Sorry Ash i gotta go Sarah is waiting me ''
Ash :-'' Sorry Liza, i'm really sorry i don't want you to yhink that i'm...''
Liza :-'' Don't say a word, i understand it's ok''
Ash :-'' I'm really sorry ''
I went, he was looking at me, i can see the regret in his eyes. When i saw Sarah she asked me :-'' Lisa what happened with Ash ?''
I told her what he did, i'm so speechlesse, my head is in a cloud of rain.
Now is time to dinner, he will be at the same table, it's hard to see him, my heart is broken.
Alex come to me saying :-'' There's something wrong Liza, i can see the sadnesse in your eyes ?''
Me :-''Oh, Alex thank you for asking but don't be worry about me, i'm gonna be fine''



# Posté le jeudi 06 août 2009 09:37

Modifié le vendredi 07 août 2009 16:30